The Extrovert in between a pile of introverts

I dont know if it's cause i'm still somewhat sick, stressed or what... but i'm always feeling like i'm wrong, like something's WRONG for being extroverted.
(Hint: 90% of my friends are shy including headspace, and family outworld.)

I feel like i'm being an attention getter for talking somedays even x.x my mom always pulls me away from yacking at people like it's some sort of disease.

I know what you mean, sort of. I'm an introvert who loves people and being social. I just need to have massive amounts of alone time to recharge, especially if I'm emotionally unstable that day. Fortunately my headmates respect that and know when to leave me be.

But as for the talking... oh geez. I really shouldn't get started on the topic or it will turn into a rant, I have that much to say on the matter. So. I'm just going to leave this here.

I'm shy at first when I meet people; but then if I get really comfortable I talk lots, but if I'm not comfortable I blabber
Jamie's always been a total extrovert! Comfortable in any situation. And Ed is always the introvert; only liking to be with people really close and not make eyecontact with anyone else... Lotsa variety!

See it's odd cause my mother's shy and artistic but my dad's an outgoing fundamentalist weirdo x.x - and unfortunaltey on that note, my boyfriend is shy xD

It's interesting - We're in a social group of people mostly in the middle - not really either one fully. But it's weird for them when I need time alone, like away from other people - out on the deck or whatever. In my experience, introverts tend to be treated as weird more often.

That said, I have issues with volume control and social cues due to other conditions, and when I go on and on about things that other people are not interested in or whatever, people do react by telling me to shush or pull me away or whatever...

It's a tricky balance.
-Phi