Can I have one day where nothing goes wrong?!

Gah...this is basically what it says in the title. I am so effing fed up of everything going wrong, or just not going at all :/ For half the day at least things manage to go reasonably well i.e. I am not curled up in a ball or scared to set foot outside my front door. But oh no..that would be too much to ask for the rest of my evening to be pleasant. Got another job rejection. I AM RUNNING OUT OF JOBS TO APPLY FOR. I must seriously have 'DO NOT EMPLOY THIS NUTCASE' stuck to my head or something.

Then my phone runs out of credit just as I am trying to sort something important out. So I call back and get a b*llo*king for 'cutting off'. I am somehow expected to sort out thee parents' crap of the world when I DON'T CARE. I want to be left alone with a bottle of wine and a good sci-fi. I know that never fixes anything but right now I don't care. I just feel frustrated and upset. It's days like this when I think it is really worth it all?

*note that I am not about to do anything drastic, I simply wonder what my life achieves sometimes*

ANYWAY...that's basically it for now

Have things gotten better now? :3 That sounds like a REALLY frustrating day, no wonder you were so fed-up with it. D:

I doubt you have "do not employ this nutcase" stuck to your forehead. Although I know what you mean. :c It's hard to find jobs nowadays. :/ -sighs-

ahhhh leafy... im sorry ya stuck in this rut =/
no advice im afraid, as been bashing me head against a similar brick wall myself lately, n i know how much it sucks.
just wanted to say ya not alone, n while i KNOW how it feels (as in 'do not employ this nutcase') but honestly, s'just the economy atm. this story is happening all over, no bugger can get a job, let alone one they actually want.
but persevere, n it will come eventually. in the mean time, i hope ya wine n ya sci fi helped some.

Things are still pretty up and down. This week has been a big F-you from life so once again, I'm not feeling my best :/

Trying to distract myself but even pills are doing nothing to help the way I feel. I know it's where I am at the moment. This place has a lot of bad reminders. I want to leave, but at the same time a small part of me feels like it's where I SHOULD be still. I'm not saying that I enjoy it, I hate being here, but at least I knew what was expected of me.

@Seb, thank-you for your words. It means a lot to know that I'm not alone. The wine was lovely I definately reccommend it. Sci-fi, as always never fails to entertain me.

oh wow... fuck. i hear ya, i really hear ya.

i dont know very much about you at all, but i know what its like to return to places where ya have a history, n while ya hate it, n ya wanna get away, that feeling of familiarity i guess. ya spend ya life being treated a certain way, it becomes familiar. nowt to do with enjoying it, but ya live what ya learn.
i have that awful feeling when we have to visit 'family'. the conflict of 'i cant wait to get away', to the polar opposite of 'this is where i should be, this is who i am, this is what i deserve'. if people tell ya that shit n treat ya that way long enough, it becomes normal to ya.
i really am sorry ya being made to feel that way. i know theres nothing i can do, but ill keep ya in my thoughts.

glad ya enjoyed the wine - what was it? n ya cant beat a bit of sci fi.